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Transgender
Favorite Look:
Glamourous / Pretty
What you see is what you get! (No Photoshop, Polyfilla or lies about age here).
I cannot escape my desires.
I ❤ embracing my femininity.
I ❤ going out in public.
I ❤ bondage.
I ❤ appearing as the woman I have always wanted to be.
I ❤ being bisexual, blonde, blue-eyed, feminine 💄🩱👠, naturally slim,
not too tall at 5'7'', smooth-skinned, submissive and transgender.
My earliest recollection of dressing in female clothing was at about 8 years of
age, when I was given a pair of silky blue shorts by my mother which at the time
I assumed were suitable for either a boy or a girl. However, when I saw some
girls playing in the street wearing similar shorts something inside me triggered
an association between female clothing, soft femininity and wanting to be a
girl.
I was quite resourceful at that age and would fashion undie sets from linen
handkerchiefs, which I would then proceed to wear in the privacy of my bedroom.
From about the age of eleven I dressed completely in my mother's clothing and
also wore make-up and fashioned my hair in a feminine style. This usually
happened regularly when my mother attended church as this was the only time I
could indulge my passion without discovery. We all lived with my grandmother so
I had the influence of two women during my formative years and I dearly wanted
to tell them my secret. Alas I never did as I felt certain that my father, who
was quite strict and almost Victorian in his beliefs, would never have
understood.
Bondage has also been an important part of my psyche. I used to play
self-bondage tie-me-up and gag-me games when I was a little boy. The sight and
mewing sounds of a bound and gagged female in television detective serials
excited me tremendously to the extent that I wanted to be that female. My only
concern was that my parents might have sensed my excitement had they noticed my
reactions. I never dreamt that one day I would be inescapably bound and gagged
for real and made up to look like the girl I always wanted to be.
At school I began to realise that I was unlike most other boys, particularly
during rough contact sports when my slight build and feminine frame were an
embarrassment to me. During swimming lessons I was so conscious of my body that
I craved a swimsuit instead of the brief trunks I was required to wear. For the
most part though I felt extremely happy to have a slim waist, feminine legs and
a reasonable appearance in women's clothes. To avoid playing sports, my best
friend and I would often disappear and spend some afternoons at his house,
conveniently located near to the sports field. We explored each others bodies
but I felt that it was wrong to be doing this with someone of the same sex. He
often commented that I should have been born a girl and these afternoons were
invariably spent with me dressed in his sister's clothes. In later years I had
to define my own sexuality and met a kind and understanding gay man who
confirmed my own belief that I was not homosexual but bisexual.
Naturally I was very confused in my early teens not knowing whether I had been
given the wrong body, but nevertheless revelling in the intense sexual
stimulation which dressing up produced. I was and still am very sexually aware
and certainly as a teenager was attracted to girls, but found the transformation
and dressing more than satisfied my needs. From about 18 years of age, I was
working and began the process of buying my own clothes, makeup, wigs etc in a
process of discovery. By this I mean that whereas men's clothes tend to be dull
and uninspiring, women's fashions are varied in styles and textures and I was
overjoyed at being in a position to experience the variety of colours, fabrics
and choices available to the modern woman. My wardrobe has grown and is well
stocked by anyone's standards.
Nowadays I enjoy creating an image which is as feminine as possible, and to
this end I have a wardrobe of women's clothing which includes sexy undies,
nightwear, daywear, evening gowns, swimwear, even some bridalwear and some
fetish rubber and leatherwear.
I realise now that I am bisexual and enjoy the company both of a woman, and
when suitably attired that of a man. When I was much younger I did consider
taking hormones to help develop my femininity and possibly have a sex-change but
circumstances overruled this. Needless to say I am now convinced that I should
have been born a girl.
Dressing up is no longer the earth-shattering sexual turn-on that it used to
be. Rather it is a deeper more meaningful feeling of being a complete person,
allowing my true personality to emerge. I have always been something of an
amateur psychologist in an attempt to analyse my reasons for cross-dressing. It
is now quite apparent to me that my love of femininity is so extreme that I have
to create my own female persona. That female is me and she can match my moods,
mannerisms, appearance and enjoy everything with me.
My journey through the world of fetish and transvestism has in the past brought
me some very good friends, both male and female, who sadly are no longer around.
I thank them for their previous support and indulgence.
Interests:
Fetish clothing, Rubber, Pvc, Boots, Lingerie, Erotic nights in, Leather Skirt/Dress, Full Makeup, I am Sub, Convincing, BDSM / Bondage, Bridal/Wedding wear, Swim/Beach wear, Mature, Experienced, Outdoor Fun, Photography, Museums, TV/TG Activism & Awareness, Historic Places / Architecture, Girdles, Dresses, Playsuits, Books & Literature, I am Bottom
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